iceandsnow_mind

i don't know where to start..should i say something about myself? or why i started writing? or what do i do in my life? i don't know..i'm here because i dream..i belive that dreams do come true..
i've never had a diary like everyone else.a notebook hidden underneath my bed or pillow, in my closet or behind some teddy bear..no..i always found it stupid..why should i write what i do every day..i don't want to look back after 10 years and realize that only thing i did was writing in that stupid notebook..
but this time i will try to put on this screen everything i feel, everything i dream about and everytime when one of my dream comes true..why? because for once in my life i want to be the same as everyone else..i don't want to be different! i'm sick of seeing everything wrong in  this world, thinking about things that nobody cares, care about things which people don't even see.. i want to have fun like my friends do, i want to be the same.. only once..only now!
write noy i feel lonely - but i always fell lonely so it's nothing new. most of my life i spent with people i don't like, on places i didn't liked, but still doing things i like! funny...because they never liked it :) i would like to close my eyes and than wake up in a world where everything is ok..